Kids Grow Up Way Too Fast

When I was pregnant with second child I had already decided that I was not going to have any more children. Having two healthy children is a blessing and two children is enough for us....

With my baby being 10 weeks old now, I can't help but be a little bit sad. It goes by so fast and I miss when my oldest son was a baby. Baby's are so much fun. There's nothing better than  when they first  smile, laugh, find their hands...... These things seem so insignificant but when your baby does it... It's huge!!

I cherish the moments I have now much more than before. I want to remember everything. I could stare at my baby all night cause I know tomorrow he'll be bigger.

I always wondered what the purpose of life was. It feels like we walk around just living... Working, sleeping, eating, and occasionally having fun. But really - We do all this so we can one day roll over and die??? What's up with that?.... Then I had kids and it was like a light went on and I suddenly realized... This is why! We are here to better the world through our children.

Everyone wants more for their kids, wants them to do better, to be smarter, to live healthier, to be better people. By us doing more for our kids, each generation is getting smarter, healthier and generally are better people. It's no wonder why the technology we have days is so advanced - It all came from love.

Now my world has meaning and I changed myself and my life in ways I never thought possible. I have a new drive for life that I never had before. When things seem bad, I tell myself to do it for them, when I feel I can't go on... I know they would do it for me. I will give my kids my all and I'll do anything for them but most importantly.. I will love them more and more everyday.

Love my Boys!!